This will be my second Mother’s Day without my mother. Not only is it difficult to feel appreciative during this annual time of giving thanks, but the traditions, rituals, and gatherings I often associate with the holiday tend to emphasize the fact that a she is not present. I found a few helpful hints to try and ease my feeling of loss and allow me to focus on enjoying my time with my family, I hope it helps others do the same.
Allow Yourself to Step away
This year, the thought of doing all of the shopping, cooking a turkey and all of the trimmings, setting the table and decorating your home all by yourself may feel overwhelming. While the thought of altering your holiday routine might feel difficult, you need to determine how much responsibility you feel comfortable taking on right now and then clearly communicate that to your family members. Ask yourself if you just want help with a particular task or if you’d prefer someone else take on the responsibilities entirely this year. Remind yourself that it’s okay to say “no” as you adjust to life after loss and that those who love you will understand.
Try to Let It Go
Most of us carry a mental picture of what today should look like. Books, magazines, movies, television commercials and even our childhood memories often fuel this idealization by creating an image of what a “perfect” Mother’s Day celebration is. This can create a lot of pressure, which is another source of stress you don’t need to deal with right now. Therefore, give yourself a pass today by accepting things as they are, even if they fall short of the Norman Rockwell image in your head.
Acknowledge Your Fear
Instead of letting the fear that you’ll start remembering your loved one and feeling sad dictate your holiday, empower yourself by incorporating her memory into your plans. For example, place a favorite photograph of your loved one and a lit candle in a quiet spot that signifies his or her presence in your hearts throughout the day. Did your beloved enjoy a special holiday food? Then make sure you serve it in his or her honor. If you feel up to it, ask your family to share their favorite memories of your loved one before or after the meal.
Know Your Limits
Finally, and perhaps most important, however you proactively decide to celebrate Mother’s Day this year, you should determine and know your limits ahead of time. Once again, anyone who truly loves you and knows the pain you’re dealing with will understand.